'Conscience is a vehicle of Gods presence'
Often i have come across people( most of the times close relatives) with at most love wanting me to escort them to temples,and i reluctant to say No(i know there would be many to join me in this) ,do end up going....Grrrrrrr...There are times when you have to keep up faces because you are expected to behave and answer in a certain way..Gosh !!!When will people realize that others need to be left with their own choices.
What i feel quite weird here is the fact that i don't belong to that school of thought where one believes in going to temples,churches or any such divine abode. That precisely brings me to my next point which is, why do people go to these places???Probably the reason being at the end of the day what one wants is to speak his heart out,introspect about himself and imagine and believe that there is a power or a presence above him who sees him all the time ,a guarding angel for some,a friend for others...and having an idol or a image makes it easier to express.This explains why some people are regular with their visits.But still it kind of hits me when i see/hear folks around me telling that your deeds will be rewarded by Him,or you need to continue with your prayers and one day your prayers will be answered...Come one!!!Do you think that's the way it works???Well if yes then good for you but just that you need to think and look around to see people who have lived a life of sanctity..are all of them having their prayers answered??
But there are definitely (or i suppose )people like me who believe that His answers are in your own conscience. Just that you need to close your eyes and think through and you would get your answers.But sometimes this so called conscience seems all dark and kind of misty..and that's the time you realize it's time to buckle up and analyse whats going wrong....
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